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J Term 07   
10:46pm 07/01/2007
 
mood: blank
music: calypso
So. I don't have any knitting needles or anybody to have sex with. And no snow.

All I have is marijuana and pancake mix.








could be worse.
 
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ChickadeeChinathe Chinese Chicken.   
02:48am 12/12/2006
 
music: Weakness In Me - Joan Armatrading
weird fucking day.
 
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BAH!   
12:41am 25/11/2006
 
mood: confused
music: Haven't Got Time for the Pain - Carly Simon
So. All hell has not broken loose. Or maybe it's just hiding in the cracks of conversations, merely lingering in the unspoken concerns. Needless to say I was expecting MUCH worse.


erm. FACK. shit mutherfacker, assinmyhole.yousabitchslutmutherhatercockfartingsuckhead.


I want back to college now. I mean. friends tomorrow. then college. cuzballs here. and I want college go to now be there yep.



I read my old journal from freshman year in high school. It was all about BOYS. um. and how at his one dance this guy named Nick wanted to dance with me a lot and then he asked me out. awwwwwwww. and I'm glad it's no high school now. I mean. because. It's not. and. I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I think people have to be secure to be in relationships. but right now I feel like a pile of insecure that has congealed into something that resembles sanity but isn't because the insanity is still wet and gushy under the skin. UM. faaaaaaaaaaatandgrossandjiiggggglyandsmellyand.


I like arrested Development. and my friends. goodnight,
 
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10:37pm 19/10/2006
  Sometimes it's nice to think about things that don't really matter.

Of course nothing really matters.

HAHA shut up existential face.
 
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Fall break!   
12:56am 19/10/2006
 
mood: sick
music: Mouthful of Cavities - Blind Melon
Something gross that was, up until quite recently, in Madeline's mouth: Tonsillolith

Look it up on WIkipedia if you want to be sciency and never come near Madeline's mouth again. (KT you might want to skip this)
 
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Good Day Sunshine!   
10:43pm 17/10/2006
 
mood: sick
music: Beck - Elevator Music
So I climbed a mountain today. With my mommy. and my puppy. and it rained. and it was foggy. but we climbed to the top of the fire tower. and then sat in a shelter and had some peanutbutter and jelly. There was a really long stream with lots of pretty waterfalls. It made up for it being foggy at the summit. not the stream, the view. anyway.

i Lovermont. because carrot cake is delicious. and they have silly slogans.

waking up at 7:00 isn't as bad when you get to sleep for two hours in the car instead of doing dishes.


I'm going to sleep bitches.





yeah? watch me!
 
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I like you too Mr. Harwood.   
07:01pm 10/10/2006
 
mood: complacent
music: An American in Paris - Gershwin
How do you eat Oreos?

.ahem..

I pull them apart, eat around the edges until it's an equal cream to cookie ratio, then eat the rest.
 
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Play Smoke Filled House!   
12:48am 10/10/2006
 
mood: awake
music: Smoke Filled House - The Retrogrades
fuckfuckshitcockassbitchmuthafuckerfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. cockycockcockcock. assdamnfuckerfuck. bitchfuckshitpiss.








FUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKK.


wow. I feel a little better now. Thanks gang. Tell your friends!
 
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Thinking It's A Sign...   
11:59pm 08/10/2006
 
mood: hopeful
music: Such Great Heights - The Postal Service
Once upon a time there was a girl named Madeline. She lives in a happy place called Oberlin, Ohio. This evening she did a back hand-spring(with some help), ate some weird eggs, was a little awkward, gave/got a ridiculous hug, watched her friend Jay write "Liberty Cushin" on his pillow, realized that she has emotions, decided to take a shower and stop prograstinating(which is code for went to sleep). Part of that was a future story. She wishes she had time to think about her emotions. Oh wait. She has all the time in the world.

I love when you here a song on the radio, or playing from somebody's window, or when an acapella group sings it at dinner, and you really really like it/ vaguely remember it from something. It gives you that happy nostalgic feeling and you decide to download it and listen to it on repeat until it's one of your songs. And then you get a little tired of it, but the next morning you listen to it on your way to class. And then on your way to your next class. And then instead of writing your essay. And then while you're running.

Home in a week..YAY!
 
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Gray Ceiling of The Earth   
12:29am 21/09/2006
 
mood: hopeful
music: I Know- Save Ferris
whatever what else can I do?

Wow. So college is pretty sweet. I now feel BC calc joy. Calc II fuckin rocks. And chem. FUck yeah.

So far there have been Evan Adams sightings and one Faye Hipsman sighting. That's two for CCHS bingo.

Je manque beaucoup le francias! Mais J'ai rencontre un vrai francias! Il s'appelle Etienne comme le rapper Canadien! pretty frickin sweet.

My floor is the dankest of the dank. Chillest people you'll ever meet. And for those NEC people who know Jon Polit..he live across the hall. Jon= my brother/coolest kid ever, along with the rest of the amazing people you guys have never heard of. wooo. I miss y'all muchos! Fall break college hopping marathon in my future. Look out New Englanders!
 
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08:50am 02/09/2006
 
mood: cheerful
music: Where is the Love? - Black Eyed Peas
COLLEGE! college......college, but college. So, college.
 
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My Roomate is SO cool   
10:59pm 19/07/2006
 
mood: pleased
music: Open Up - Dispatch
So today was awesome. Which is weird. But it was. I went sprinting today in anticipation of soccer this fall...then I went swimming. Then i talked to KT!!! BETTER!!!! HAHAHAH!! YAY!

Then Allie, Abbie, and I went swimming and joined in a capsizing contest with two teams of sailboaters. It was sooo fun, except our team was against these 10 year olds, so we felt kind of bad. But they were crafty! And they thought we were 30..umm...WHAT.


Then my mommy and I got my new glasses, so I'm a total nerd now! and then I met my roomate via facebook/IM! We're like the same person, yet different enough to have a lot to talk about. Actually she reminds me of a cross between Allie/Rachel/Lilah. mostly Rachel though. soo pumped. She's a math/science nerd like me. Except at Oberlin because we like books. um. anyway.

What is round on both ends and has Hi! in the middle?



OHIO!!!!!
 
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01:04am 17/07/2006
 
mood: awake
music: Elias - Dispatch
I don't know what's wrong with everyone. Maybe nothing. Maybe that's the problem. No there was definetely something.

Hampton Beach is so sketch. Just like France. what? oh..excuse me.
 
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05:13pm 10/07/2006
 
mood: happy
music: Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me
Oh man..Italia!! KT and I totally called it. Pirates was sweet..yeah midnight showing! okay. everything has been crazy..but I think it's settling into good again. YAY. except my crazy ass finger which is just crazy ass.

yeah. If I had a camera you'd all be grossed out right now, that's all I have to say.

I miss Kathleen. I want her NOW. GET BETTER YOU FOOL. <3


P.S. I finished Middlesex. It was awesome.
 
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05:37pm 07/07/2006
  wanna fight.  
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10:31pm 05/07/2006
 
music: Float On - Modest Mouse
Hi, I'm an asshole.

I feel like not talking to anybody, but I want to have someone comfort me anyway. Except then I'd just get mad at them for talking to me. We went to Manchester today. except it was to Hooksett . except there were no fireworks. sucks. and now I'm home alone. because I don't like people, and people don't like me. um.. anyway. all self-pity aside, tomorrow night will be good.
 
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Hi, My Name Is...   
12:38am 05/07/2006
 
mood: drained
music: I Told Myself - 311
Saw them fireworks

got bit

goin sleep


see ya tomorrow.
 
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01:43pm 25/06/2006
 
mood: sleepy
music: Naked In The Rain - Red Hot Chili Peppers
So. I really don't want to do anything.

The problem with being a runner, or someone who is a competitive member of a sports team, is that the drive doesn't go away when it's summer and you should be relaxing. Oh no, it says, you must stay fit, you must run longer and harder than you ever have before! Why, oh mighty mind, oh masochistic mania...

ha.


jk, I'm totally going to sleep now.
 
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A Prairie Home Companion   
12:22am 17/06/2006
 
mood: drained
music: Know Your Onion! - The Shins
I find a fatal flaw in the logic of love and go out of my head. But now I stand on honest ground. You wanna fight for this love, but honey you cannot wrestle a dove.


get used to the lonesome. ladeedah...
 
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whew!   
06:47pm 10/06/2006
 
mood: accomplished
music: New Slang - The Shins
The world is a crazy place. I wish I knew what to make of it. I guess it's just fun for now!

Senior Safari '06!




I'm looking in on the good life...
 
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